Same Rainbow

Thoughts and bugs from everywhere

Jack Johnson

September1

Hi …  a few days ago we went to see a Jack Johnson concert on a muddy, flat field at UBC (University of British Columbia).  We walked as close to the stage as possible which turned out not to be the best idea, because I am small and the tallest guys in Vancouver decided to stand right in front of me.  I was beginning to get tired, squashed by people and a little sick…when he finally showed up.

For a while I was jumping up and down to see him in his red T-shirt, but soon I decided stand still, raise my head and watch the huge screen showing him up-close. And from that moment on, I forgot about the suffocating crowds and the smell of dirty feet coming from somewhere close - because I was completely fascinated with Jack Johnson.

What fascinates me is his humility and simplicity, so uncommon among acclaimed and adored celebrities… There’s such a deep peace about him, that comes out through everything: music, speech, facial expression.. He is wearing a simple red t-shirt and a pair of jeans, he is not trying to establish any new fashion trends… he is there in front of thousands of people just as if he were in his own garage practicing…  he really really doesn’t seem affected by the ecstatic crowds celebrating his success.

I get caught in the groove of his music, listen to the words of his songs, and start to feel fuzzy and peaceful.  I think to myself that this man is one of the most powerful I have met, because one needs so much internal strength to remain really humble when a star…  I wish all “stars” learned this from Jack Johnson.

And i wish we’d learn it too - for when we are small “stars” in our little worlds.

Books

January10

Shelfari: Book reviews on your book blog

Books

January10

Shelfari: Book reviews on your book blog

“Listen to Music with Your Whole Body”

September11

Evelyn Glennie is a percussionist from Scotland. She is deaf. I think no comment is needed. Just that it makes me think (again) of how little we know! And it also makes me think of God…

“How I Built my Family a Windmill”

September9

When he was 14, William Kamkwamba built his family an electricity-generating windmill using spare parts that he found and plans from a library book. And look at how unsophisticated and shy he is! He makes my heart grow.

We are so stuck on the idea that to do anything (or to keep our “comfort”) we need tons and tons of new raw materials, dug out of the earth or produced at big costs; it seems that this is not always the case … a change of paradigm is all that’s needed in some cases.

Also, it seems that we don’t need much sophistication to do great things. In this society, we value too much things like communication skills, behavioural and situational rules, complicated planning schemes, papers and signatures, all that’s included in so called “professionalism”…

But what are all these without a spark of truth and passion coming from someplace deeper than the mind?! To me, there is a lot to learn from this boy.

Savoir Aimer

September7

I first found this video posted on Rox’s blog. I’ve been listening to it since then over and over, it is one of those songs that never cease giving me goosebumps. I want to post it here for those who didn’t already see it on Rox’s blog… Read the lyrics (excuse mistakes - my translation)


Savoir Aimer

Savoir sourire

A une inconnue qui passe

N’en garder aucune trace

Sinon celle du plaisir

Savoir aimer

Sans rien attendre en retour

Ni espoir ni grand amour

Pas même l’espoir d’être aimé

Refrain

Mais savoir donner

Donner sans reprendre

Ne rien faire qu’apprendre

Apprendre à aimer

Aimer sans attendre

Aimer à tout prendre

Apprendre à sourire

Rien que pour le geste

Sans vouloir le reste

Et apprendre à vivre

Et s’en aller

Savoir attendre

Goûter à ce plein bonheur

Qu’on vous donne comme par erreur

Tant on ne l’attendait plus

Se voir y croire

Pour tromper la peur du vide

Ancrée comme autaant de rides

Qui ternissent les miroirs

Refrain

Savoir souffrir

En silence sans murmure

Ni défense ni armure

Souffrir à vouloir mourir

Et se relever

Comme on renaît de ses cendres

Avec tant d’amour à revendre

Qu’on tire un trait sur le passé

Refrain

Apprendre à rêver

A rêver pour deux

Rien qu’en fermant les yeux

Et savoir donner

Donner sans rature

Ni demi-mesure

Apprendre à rester

Vouloir jusqu’au bout

Rester malgré tout

Apprendre à aimer

Et s’en aller

Et s’en aller

To Know to Love

To know how to smile

To a passerby

Without wanting more

Than the pleasure this gives you

To know how to love

Without waiting anything in return

Not a hope nor big love

Not even the hope of being loved

Refrain

But to know how to give

To give without taking anything back

With no other purpose than to learn

To learn how to love

To love without waiting

To love to take everything

To learn how to smile

For nothing but the gesture

Without wanting the rest

And to learn how to live

And how to go

To know how to wait

To taste this full joy

That you are given as if by mistake

Not always waiting for it

Hoping and imagining

To cheat that fear of void

Anchored like so many wrinkles

That tarnish the mirrors

Refrain

To know how to suffer

In silence without murmur

Without defense or armor

To suffer to want to die

And then recover

Like reborn from ash

With so much love to give

To draw a line across the past

Refrain

To learn how to dream

To dream for two

Nothing but closing your eyes

And to know how to give

To give without expecting

Without half measures

To learn how to stay

To will till the end

To stay in spite of everything

To learn how to love

And how to leave

And how to leave.

About Work

September7

By Emil Cioran (translated from Romanian by me => excuse mistakes)

In general, people work too much to be able to remain themselves. Work is a curse. To work like a dog just for the sake of work, to find the impression of joy in an effort that can only lead to irrelevant accomplishments, to think that you can only be a complete person through continuous, objectively sustained work — all this is revolting and unintelligible.

Sustained, continuous work makes one stupid, trivial, and impersonal. It moves the sphere of interest from the subjective to the objective, into a fade plan of objectiveness. When living on this plan, man stops paying attention to his inner education, to the intensity of inner fluorescences. The accomplishment of a simple radiant presence becomes underestimated or ignored. Absorbed by work, man can only pay interest to facts and material things. This is because real work, that should be an activity of continuous internal transfiguration, became an activity of externalization, of getting out of one’s true self. Characteristically to the modern world, work shows an exclusively exterior activity. That is why we can say that by working, man does not accomplish himself, he just accomplishes. The fact that every man must have a career and participate in a form of existence with which he will not (most times) be satisfied — this is an expression of becoming imbecile through work.

Working to live is fatally more painful for humans than for animals. In animals, this activity (the equivalent of work) is so organic, inseparable from their own existence while humans understand the plus that work gives them and start needing more, wanting more of that plus. In work, man forgets himself. He does not forget by getting to a sweet and simple naivety; he forgets through a permanent self externalization neighbour with imbecility.

Instead of tending to a glowing presence in the world, to a solar and sparkling existence, instead of living for himself (not in the sense of egoism, but in that of internal growth) man has become an impotent slave of the outside reality.

Emil Cioran (1911-1995) is a very important Romanian philosopher. He lived in France for most of his life.

Wednesday Evening on Bus 319

September5

So, I finally made a blog… another one. Now we can all be connected :P.

I came home by bus today, nothing special. Next to me there was a guy who was talking to himself. He said he prevented a kid from falling at a sharp turn and that the kid’s mother did not thank him for that. He was outraged that she just walked on, without saying “thank you”. While he was talking like this, another sharp turn came and a big fellow almost fell on his lap. My seat mate thought this was amazing, that he saved two people from falling, in the same day. He told the girl in front of him how amazing that was. He also told me. I smiled, but felt a bit embarrassed, didn’t know what to say back ….

On the other side of the crowd on the central aisle, there was an Indian man who didn’t know English and was trying to explain something to the boy next to him in the universal language of onomatopoeias, as loud as he could: Brrrrrrrrrrrr, chsssssssssss, click-clik, vvvvvrrrrrrrrrrruuuuuuuuum…. etc. People were smiling.

I thought of how fine the line is between what we call “normal” and what we call “abnormal” in people’s behaviour. It seems that if the same craze ends up adopted by a group instead of just one isolated individual, it can readily change into accepted or “normal” behaviour… maybe even fashion. I was quick to label my seat mate as a lunatic. But what if there was no me the “sane” one and him the “crazy” one? There is me, crazy like this (like everybody else), and him, crazy like that (like no one else)!